perceptive projection

Wow.

Can I say wow?

First of all, how long has it been since you married to him? Six years now? At least?

And how long have you been going out with him? Since 1994? was it? or 1995? This means, you've been with him for more than twelve years, my dear. And ever since that time, I had no contact at all with him. He chose not to talk to me. He chose to cut me out of his life. Ever since he chose you, I have been out of his life. I, his best friend, got cut off so completely and utterly. 

He chose you. You. Not me.  

This means you actually never have nor had any reason to be jealous of me.

You shouldn't feel like you are his second choice. Not then. And especially not now, now that you carry his name, and born him his two children.

So, why? Why are you still jealous?

Even if he had feelings for me, more than ten years have passed since. He'd be over it by now.

Now, you are his partner. His wife. The mother of his children.

Why then? the jealousy still?